I have been spending a lot of time in the contemplation of truth and lies. That space of conflict between someone who is brave enough to be honest and one who fears the consequences of their own honesty. The tension it creates in my chest is uncanny. I am a […]
Spoken Word
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Shadow
Sadness percolatesBlips of blubbering bubblesBoiling over into theAbyssI am missedBy meBy everyoneInvisible to the eyeI resideOn the insideThe HermitThe EmpressThe MagicianThe FoolStolen from realityHidden in all of the storiesUntoldA mystery unfoldingCirculatingPercolatingPredictingAnd failingTo meet your expectationsLost in translationFed to the wolvesAnd forgottenI am rottenReelingConceding to the chaosEmbracing the magickFeeling the freedomBecoming […]
Parenting , Personal Evolution
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Nothingness
When the process is doing nothing, I am not down for it. When the process is to be patient, I am itching to take action. When the process is being quiet, I want to scream. When the process is rest, I become restless. I don’t want to sit and do […]
Personal Evolution
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Suffering
I am questioning the ability to be unburnt. Unstressed. Unworried. Is such a thing possible when you think as much as I do? Care as much as I do? Worry as much as I do? It is far less than it ever has been but it’s fuel to the fire […]
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Moon
Don’t forget The moon said With such clarityThat it left me confused Bewildered by the messageThat elicited the very experienceI was being directedNot to have Hmm What is it that I have forgotton? Don’t forgetShe declared againIn her fullRadiant divine So I quietedThe inner chatterListened with my heartAnd remembered Don’t […]
Personal Evolution
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Powerful
Percolating.Maybe it’s not about getting it out but rather weaving it in. Maybe this is not the anger you purge but rather learn to withstand. Controlling it down into a low, hot burn that does not consume. I enter spaces in me never before known but they feel so familiar. […]
Parenting
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Powerlessness
Have you ever visited a loved one behind a window? Been denied the basic human need of physical touch? Separated by half an inch of man made barrier reinforced with metal and longing. My heart hurts. Swirling emotions in me that have been overwhelming and painful. This shit is so […]
Spoken Word
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Gaspar
It’s fire on my skin These memories that only You and I reside in Whispers of words Images slipping through me I cling to it and it becomes Sand in my fingers A piece of you no one else knows A piece of me that you hold I smell your […]
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Transitions 2
I can feel all the emotions bubbling in my body. Stomach cramps and irritability due to overstimulation. Makes me want to move fast but what I know I need to do is slow down. Yesterday I felt like I was going to vomit and cry all at the same time. […]
Personal Evolution
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Burning
I am anxious and overwhelmed by everything right now which is making me highly irritable and easily annoyed.I feel like I can’t handle being pushed even another inch. How much of this is memory activated and how much is my true current state of being?My insides hurt and I think […]