When the process is doing nothing, I am not down for it. When the process is to be patient, I am itching to take action. When the process is being quiet, I want to scream. When the process is rest, I become restless. I don’t want to sit and do […]
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Powerlessness
Have you ever visited a loved one behind a window? Been denied the basic human need of physical touch? Separated by half an inch of man made barrier reinforced with metal and longing. My heart hurts. Swirling emotions in me that have been overwhelming and painful. This shit is so […]
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Transitions 2
I can feel all the emotions bubbling in my body. Stomach cramps and irritability due to overstimulation. Makes me want to move fast but what I know I need to do is slow down. Yesterday I felt like I was going to vomit and cry all at the same time. […]
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Blowing It
I have moments where I worry about the negative impact I am having on my kid.I blow my lid sometimes. I am working on it and am much better than I used to be but then she pushes just a little bit harder. (Loud SCREAM that leaves my throat sore) […]
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Two Hearts Hurt: The Power of Connection
Hands down the hardest, most painful moments of motherhood is being witness to your child’s pain and being powerless to fix it. And hands down the thing that has equipped me to know how to handle it has been my training and experience as a psychotherapist. Don’t get me wrong […]