Powerful

Percolating.
Maybe it’s not about getting it out but rather weaving it in. Maybe this is not the anger you purge but rather learn to withstand. Controlling it down into a low, hot burn that does not consume. I enter spaces in me never before known but they feel so familiar. The scent that lingers in the air is filled with emotion left to go stale and forgotten. But it’s not. It stirs something in me. Some One in me. She moves with a heavy slumber of many, many years. Possibly generations. I do not fear her but rather find an odd sense of peace and respect as I sense her presence awakening in me.
I am love.
I am a lover.
I am loving.
I am beyond the energy limiting ideas of what love actually is.
It is Me.
I am It.
I am HER.
Not in thought or action but essence.
It seeps like a vapor through every crevice and crack finding its way into the depths and breathing life.
I have no more fear in me.
It has been eradicated.
I stand in the calm of this space. Looking with slow intention at the landscape around me.
I advise you to do the same.
What are you seeing?
The best way to escape deception is to open your eyes. Quiet the tongue. Take in the stimuli that surrounds you as data for the mind to compute which when done so quietly and humbly will always bring you the truth.
This is the place of light.
There is a lot of darkness around us right now that seeks to deceive. Why are you happy? Why are you angry? Why are you defensive? Why are you in grief? Why do you care?
My stomach hurts with the overflow of emotion that is everywhere. It spills into me and from within me. I question if I am dissociating or if I have simply become so good at grieving that my capacity to hit understanding and acceptance has accelerated.

I feel compelled to speak these words.
If you are scared, don’t be.
You have nothing to fear.
You are safe.
You are loved.
You are connected.
You are created.
You are power.
You are essence.
You are you.
No One and No Thing in this life can take these truths from you.

It is FAR worse to BELIEVE that you are not safe than to be in a situation in which there is an actual threat to your safety. Far worse to believe that you are alone than to be in a physical space occupied only by yourself. To believe you are powerless than to be in a position in which you hold less power than another. Far WORSE to believe you hold little or no value than to be treated by another that holds a higher position of social, cultural, or political power as if they hold more value than you.

It’s bullshit.

Remember this. You Are. Just as God IS. The Great I AM.
Therefore you Are worthy.
Valuable.
Loved.
Safe.
Free.

Period.

May you go in peace and love, just as You Are.